tml, will be ms lim's bdae celebration.
shafiee told mi he'll b coming, but now...
i seriously feel lik cancelling it.
i'm nt in the mood to b happy,
or enjoying..
at all.


i think it will be the same for ms lim.
and some others who noes abt shafiee's condition.
park n i will be going down to NUH again tml.
i think i'll b going to NUH quite often these days.


to think i was so excited that tml laura n jinquan will b joining us.
n ms lim was happily guessing who are the rare ones joining us.
jinquan even msg mi quite abit juz now.
but i'm totally moody now.
all i wanna do now is watch a really sad/scary show or get drunk.


since yest, memories juz kip flooding my mind.
only when i get real busy at work, i was at ease..
in the nite, string at those neoprints on my walls.
the ones mi shafieee yivonne n irfan took.
it was totally stupid..
coz we didnt understand those jap words.
we end up choosing those photos that totally sucks!!
tgt, we're oways crappy!!


he used to rode mi out for supper.
coz he live really near mi.
he's 24hrs ready, a call away.
oways full of crap, made mi luff non stop.
ride real slow when i scream like mad.
speak funny mandarin.
always nice. freaking nice..


"how to dance para para?"
only he'll understand the funny part of this phrase.


shafiee, will u luff at all these too when u wake up?
i bet u will=)