I met up with so so so so many ppl today!!
all of you might not noe,
you all are the ones i longed to mit,
n for the whole day i was nvr left alone for long,
i'm a totally happy girl today=)


Morning was manda's feast day event..
i woke up at like 7am la. OMG.
it's been long since i woke up so freaking early.
so proud of myself man.
N the trip down was definitely worth it.
ate real good food.
lost count of manda's store yakitori, popiah, chesse sausage, coconut, sunkis orange.
i was damn freaking full la..
when we're there, i can sense manda's attention all on us; oways on a lookout!
end up i forget the timing n had to cab down to the next place.


Afternoon was Ms lim bdae celebration.....
i was 5 mins late.
when i was supposed to reach earlier since i'm like the main contact person.
once my hp rings, you noe one more person is coming...
quite alot came actually, juz at different timings.
was a simple gathering, but turned out to be really really fun.
lotsa jokers ard, plus the rare guests like laura n jinquan.
but seriously..
i feel damn lucky coz nobody made fun of jinquan n mi at all..
if not things will definitely turn out damn awkward!
i suddenly find actually my pri sch frens noe mi v well..
thou we seldom mit.
Parkapan mentioned there's hardly anyth i find not interesting..
Vernon noe i love arcade games, n exactly which r my fav ones, (oya, i played the bball machine again, HA)..
Jianwu noe the cause why i bowl so lousy juz now. chea leng is the motivation!
back to the topic, we even shift our gathering ground from ehub to TM for 2nd round.
total madness..

oya, Laili mentioned something damn funny la.
i realised how childish we could be back den in pri. HA.
ME: "i rmb in the past i was angry with you n didnt want to tok to u for quite some time, but i forgot wat's the cause."
HIM: "say omg, i totally rmb that. once u was freaking angry with mi after a call, dun wanna talk to mi for 6mths and i dunno wat happened! After 6mths i realised it's juz becoz i mentioned, some say in JB batam n HELL..... You said u was angry becoz i linked msia to hell!!!!"
ME: "REALLY? hahas. OMG!"


Night was movie, dark knight.....
I was freaking tired by den..
n i heard the show is freaking long..
so scared i'll juz end up falling aslp.
but the show is pretty interesting=)
Scare mi afew times, Made mi luff alot, Made mi think alot, Made mi worry alot, Surprise mi alittle.
overall not so bad, but really v long....
luckily you brought jacket, if not i think i'll freeze inside!!




if only everyday is as fun as today.
omg it's 213am. Goodnite!!





p.s. i m ok. thanks for those who cares=)

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Shafiee's condition update...

today, u can seriously tell that everyone tries to reframe frm mentiong his name.
but we still tok abt him quite alot.
den there will b awkard silence moments.
some hafta really ask others to stop,
if nt emotions will flow.


Anw, i juz got informed that his left brain is damaged.
i noe his brain is swelling but i didnt noe that serious.
even he does wake up, he wun b the same anymore..
most likely vegetable.


suddenly deep inside mi, i told myself..
i've already lose this fren forever..
i truely blame myself for having this kinda stupid tots.
i den kip asking myself wat exactly does frens mean?
does he hafta joke like he always does?
does he hafta ride mi out like he usually does?
does he hafta tok to mi like he usually does?
i den tell myself, "dun have to, isn't it?"


He had bought so much laughters to my life, rode mi out countless times, n etc.
HE IS JUST MY BUDDY NO MATTER WAT BECOME OF HIM.
yeah, i shd really see things this way.


n i'm really happy that he had made slight imprvements these days.
thou he's still in coma...
his right eye twitched today!!!
his leg moved yest!!!
all these tiny mini slight improvements mattera alot now.


shafiee, i really really admire the courage u have, the will power u exhibit thus far.
please continue to fight hard, win this tough battle for everyone who cares, everyone u care n imptly for YOURSELF!


jiayou jiayou jiayou!!!!
i cant wait to see u on sat.
hopefully by den u oready open ur eyes n give a smile to me =)