Monday, July 30, 2007 @ 4:00 PM
[[TEMP MUM]]
This day, i wenta my aunts hse to company her as her husband was away in shanghai for business. the "happy girl" (baby) is running fever.. both of them misses the dad so much lar.. my presence sure made their time pass so much faster!!
for lunch, we walked a pretty long way to buy the ingredients.. i carried the baby as the mum claim the "happy girl" is heavy.. for that moment i sure look so much like mum than she did.. goodness! n during the journey, the gal nvr see traffic light one lor.. ahhas.. we juz walk even it's red light.. the cars actually stopped for us, i guess they didnt scold us on the account of the baby..
neyway, we managed to reach home safety n real quicky.. cooked spicy prawnsss, spicy salad, durian glutinus rice.. i eat damn lot lar, damn fattening.. but it's damn niceeeee, i've been craving for spicy stuff, but her lvl of spicy.. i tell u.. can die one lo. damn spicy!
we chit chat quite alot.. she kept asking mi abt y hasnt i get myself a bf.. hahas, actually i dunno how to answer that qn.. quote frm wat ljq said:"xw is ar, guys cannot like her 1st one... must b she like the guy 1st den that guy got chance.. oso even if she like the guy n the guy like her, the guy cannot b too ez to get, must have challenge or someth".. hahas, when she say that i noe how well she noe mi.. when i told my aunt that, she say liddat cannot mah, how to get bf liddat..
n someth she say is soooo meaningful.. i used to think we shd like the guy alot.. but somehow mayb we shdnt.. she say the ratio shd b this way, "husband25%, child25%, family25%, frens25%" cant give guys the whole 100%.. thou it's really so much beta to have ppl loving so much more than u do, i still dun learn how to accept that..
Actually was miting vernon for nite movie but was cancelled due to last min change of timing which my mum think it's too late.. but he's really damn nice lar.. offered to pay for my cab fare n everyth.. all he asked for was mi to b on time for the movie.. really sweet yup.. felt so bad to tell him i couldnt make it in the end.. but neyway, there's oways next time.
so i stayed on till ard 1120pm for the timid woman.. if i'm not there, she'll have lock everyth up n stay all the way in her room since 6pm.. really stupid! ahhas, be mum liao, must learn to be stronger n brave!!
hahas, but i dun have to coz i'm not a mum yet! hahs.. it's damn scary u noe, when i left to take cab home, it like there's so much starings.. n there r quite a few times ppl ride bicycle past mi.. there's even one car stop at me n the guy inside whistle at mi lar. WTH. tell u i was damn damn damn scared! luckily i finally get a cab like after 10 mins..
the cab uncle is damn nice, he tok alot to mi.. he said someth too v meaningful:"no matter how much i earn, as long as everyday i'm safe n there's no complain i'm CONTENTED".. suddenly i find this word is soooo i dunno how to say. ppl shd really learn to b contented.. mayb everyday, as long as i didnt make someone sad n my family n frens r al safe n sound i shd b contented for the day.. the dept of contentment, i'm still exploring.
i really write alot. i think i learn alot that particular day.=)